Hola! I don’t know about you but, I love this March business. It s a start of something! Isn’t March a start of something? You know it. You smell it! Even if it’s bad, there’s something coming. And I’m all for something, rather than regular basic shit. Bad is alive. Bad is an action. A movement towards somewhere you need to be!

I’m having an interesting conversations this March. I feel like I’m repeating some lessons I did not quite payed attention to in past, so they are back for me to establish the load. I think about the times we live in at the moment, a lot. Mostly, I think about how I’m persistent in rejecting some rules of engagement of today. I refuse to met people through the wire. I refuse to engage in social media. I observe. I say. I learn. I don’t engage. I refuse to compare with presentable options that are not really an options, rather an illusion of a choice. I refuse to think everything is bad, changeable, mediocre, threatening; until it is.

Trust. What happened with it? Do we not trust anything anymore? Do we save ourselves from pain by not trusting, or we miss out by not trusting?

For me, going old school in these new irritating times, is always the answer. Challenge the new apparatus with old tools.

I met someone recently that looked, sounded, moved, talked, walked like trouble. Am I projecting? Am I a walking trouble that is projecting back at me? Most people that know me will answer yes to this question. But were do we break the circle? Are we trouble to save ourselves FROM trouble?

I kept asking the person to tell me why I feel the smell of trouble. He kept saying, I don’t know why you feel the smell of trouble. I kept saying I feel something coming my way. But what did I actually know? What facts I had? An actual facts? We live in this un-factual limbo world of reality disturbed with online illusion of life & choices, where facts count as mere probability we chose to regard last.

No one wants to get hurt. But do we hurt ourselves more but choosing our projection, over trust? Is trust a luxury nowadays?

And then he said. Did I actually do anything for you to doubt something? No. So can you wait until I actually do? Before you fear the nonentity, can you trust me right this moment?

And then I decided a bit of hurt is worth the trust. Trust is important, not for the people you deal with, but for you. Trusting someone that will let you down is not a defeat. It’s almost something you have to do, until it hurts you.

And your vulnerability is your win. People who take a chance and put themselves out there, on the open fire, are the ones who are not afraid to take action, or a risk, and by doing that creating a certain quality of space around them.

And isn’t that worth of TRUST?

No mater the outcome.